what?

you know what, the saddest thing is that when the person who is always there with you 24/7 is the one who doesn't understand you. 

broken soul.

"Sometimes I feel like no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I give, I will never be good enough for anyone"

again, for everyone I love. I will never be good enough, never brave enough, never strong enough, never clever enough for them because in the past that's been the case. and I think that I will never be better. I'm a complete mess and the pain.. the pain will always be there. 

Still alive

So hello, 

How are you guys doing? 
It's been awhile, I mean awhile since last I updated this blog.
I miss you so much chocolates and cigarettes!

lost.

mungkin semua benda jadi ni bersebab. pasti ada hikmah dia. susah nya ya Allah, kuatkanlah. :'(