not good enough.

i don't know what is wrong with me these few days because i feel like a part of me is missing. yeah something like that. my last semester has been pretty hectic so i feel like i'm not ready to face this new semester yet and truth be told, i can't really focus in class. fyi, there will be ten ff subjects for this semester and two of them are the 'teaching' subjects and the worst part is i don't freaking know how to teach and how to be a good educator. i still can't master the teaching skills, teaching @&$%@# until now. hmm i have no idea what to do. :(