chill?

time and tide wait for no man. i'll be leaving my paradise because my school holiday is over. i feel sick whenever i think about newzealand. gosh. i'll be busy as a bee after this. there are many events, tasks and of course classes too. and the scariest thing that keep haunting me is the final examination. OMG. from now on, i need to make myself love to hit the books. thats my new mission. be ready to kick the bucket dearself. gahh. God, please please please help me. --